okay. back to reality.
no more dreaming about MR NICE GUY.
i gotta stop smiling like an idiot
around the house when i think
about him and all that has happened.
perhaps when he book out next tues,
we could all go clubbing. YAYYY

SHHHH. shall not be too obvious.

i still feel bad after being so harsh
on steffi last night.
its just that i dont wish to see her
in that state. especially when she's
such a close friend of mine.
(made a slight change to make things
easier for stef but take note, if YOU are
unhappy with whatever i said just come
straight at me. dont you ever make things
difficult for stef. if YOU dont like
reading whatever that i've said then
dont bother coming to my blog. you're
not forced to read it either. YOU may think
that im FUCKING biased but i choose to
be biased cause im always on Stef's side.)

said a little prayer for my dearest steffi,
prayed that the Lord will watch over
her especially during her weakest
moments now.



/embarking on a new route